Memories

I really like looking at the past. I don't remember it myself, it's through the stories of others, and items, that I remember what has happened. So, last night when I was looking through my old pictures and showing them to Keshia, it brought back a lot. Gosh, things were so different back then. I'm a very different person now, I think. I hope. I hope that I've improved myself over the past year. I'm not perfect, and never will be, but I'll still strive for it.

And now I'm cleaning my room, which hasn't been done in forever. And finding so many Sarah objects. She was so cute with what she did, leaving notes where I would find them later. Even now, they make me smile. I found a shoebox in which she said she still loved me, and a few other mushy notes here and there, such as on the front cover of my cal notes. Heh, gives me ideas that I should do when I get a girlfriend. After all, you girls like finding notes, right?

In addition to what she left, I found some stuff I did myself. I didn't actually do cal last semester. I doodled or slept instead. I was looking through my old notes and found a section in which I was just daydreaming about Sarah, and the future, and just page after page of her and me, getting married, what the ring would look like, everything. It makes me kind of sad to throw it away now, but I think that I should, since it now doesn't really have much meaning at all for me.

Anyways, this was just a post to tell people to clean their room more often, otherwise you might find old stuff you might wish had just been thrown away.

Cast

• Me: Reminiscent about the past and old times
• Keshia: Eric's lover lady, talkative with me online
• Sarah (Barker): Old memories, with new emotions nothing like the old